*love is always painful, your love is pitiful so how longer can you tolerate? Just forget about your love

You said that you wouldn’t live if you didn’t see me for a day, yet you became further away from me than a stranger
You said you’d run if I was ever sick but why did you become like this
Did you leave me because of this
Did you throw me away for your benefit
Say something because I can’t understand this in my head

*That thing called lover constantly chased after me night n day in cornering me as a sinner with longing that I can’t wash away, I was able to know that at the end of the sweetness, love is more pitiful than my tears

You really don’t know a women’s heart, You really don’t know anything about love
It only takes the words ‘I love you’ and I’ll melt as if it rains on me but because of you,
my tears won’t go away and I can’t wake up from this nightmare
As if something is stuck in my heart, I can’t breathe and I’m sure that tomorrow my heart will hurt more and I’ll miss you again
Someone please take me away from here as I grow tired
You saying you loved me was a lie and that you’d protect me was a lie
Say something because I can’t understand this in my head

Yeah, that’s right, As if my whole body is paralyzed, I can’t be natural around you
You appeared after we broke up when you’ve been always living in my heart
Instead of longing for the spot you left behind, love is pitiful

You really don’t know a women’s heart
You really don’t know anything about love
It only takes the words ‘o love you’
And I’ll melt as if it rains on me but because of you, my tears won’t go away and I can’t wake up from this nightmare
As if something is stuck in my heart, I can’t breathe and because I don’t want to show my tears
I just pretended that I forgot about our break up
Hidden behind the tears, you know best that
I can’t live without you and I’m smiling on the outside daily but I’m insecure as if I’m being chased
It’s driving me crazy and love is pitiful

*love is always painful, your love is pitiful so how longer can you tolerate? Just forget about your love
Just forget about your love, yea

So CUTE!!!

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young And we both know
they’ll take us Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I’ll help you see forever too

yes smelly smelly durian puff… and im gg to COOK a soup n with rice for dinner~~~ hope everyone will enjoy~~~ yummy~~~~

baking thing all ready… left egg n durian…

later after work need to go get food for the soup de.. hee hee..

let me write down what to get jus incase i forget to buy any thing… heehee

let’s the pic do the talk.. being busy with alot of things no time to update..

here come my lovely fren Janet!!

see i put a small date note on this pic…. hope that our NEXT meet up wont be 10 year later again… heeheee…. once again must thank u to carry those heavy stuff back for me~~~~ muack~~~

is coming back this week~~~ im  gg to meet her this week~~~~ yupppyy~~~

stay tune~~ for more update~~~

think gg to meet up for dinner n gossip n also collect my stuffs from her…. hahahah

他的镜框留在 某一节车厢
地下铁里的风 比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一(如果还有)遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开 爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖 越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来

我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾 又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了 就能好了吗
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

and everytime i seee u…

it’s remind of that person… the pains, hurts and all kind of feeling just appear in my mind….( i hate those feel )

it’s remind me how heartless, how bad, how evil a person can be….

i alway thot if i forgive i will forget… and i m totally wrong…once i forgive i get another big time from that person again ! ! ! but now i want to thanks this person also… he really make me really wake up !!!!! all i did for the past im just too silly….. and i wont forgive this person anymore… for my life’s i regret to know this person…